Sunday, April 1, 2012

How wicked?


What do you do if you feel like everything is falling apart...slowly...because of your actions?
What if you could only observe it all?
How wicked would that be?


What do you do when you no longer feel the same way you once did?
What if you never really felt that way in the first place?
How wicked would that be?

What do you do when you've lied to everyone... including yourself?
What if it was your guilty pleasure?
How wicked would that be?

What do you do when your happiness has been drained?
What if you could never recover?
How wicked would that be?


Friday, March 30, 2012

Things will arise

So I'm happy that I finally got my car. All I need to do now is put insurance on it when I get the money.
I need to super clean it out too, which I seem to do a lot. But that's a good thing.
It is an '89 Nissan 300zx (or something like that). It's a nice sports car.

I already presented my VOODOO speech, which my classmates seemed to absolutely LOVE! Though the teacher had some second thoughts, but it's alright. I'm working on another speech for PBL, Phi Beta lambda for the SLC, State Leadership Conference. Funny thing about this is that Daniel and I are both in the Public Speaking competition. And since there can only be two people that go to Nationals per state, there is a slim chance that both of us could win and we could both go! Wish us luck!

Recently I went to the doctor for a follow-up on an earlier appointment, and it seems as though I will have to have a procedure done on this body of mine, so I have that to look forward to I guess. It's called a Colposcopy. They need to do a cervical biopsy- in lamens terms they need to look at my cervix. I'm not really nervous about the procedure going wrong or anything, I just wonder what the results will be.