So update, I'm not single, but I have decided to move out. Hopefully that help cool some things down. I'm not fully sure of what I want at the moment however. A part of me wants to be completely free of any relationship burden but I still love him. I feel confused. Anyway, I'm moving back in with my mother in Dudley, and I'll be visiting him on the weekends. Let's see how that goes.
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Dear readers, I have come to my breaking point in this relationship. I have come to the sad conclusion that I am not ready for this, I cannot take anymore. I told him that I was falling out of love because the bad has overcome the good. He, and these situations, have pushed me to the edge. I'm not sure what to do now. I wonder if we REALLY could have worked things out. But honestly, we've been saying that we'd work things out and that we'd get through them, but the past week has shown us both otherwise. He still has trust issues, whether he wants to admit it or not, I believe he does. There are many things that contribute to my decision, but I will miss him and the good times we have had together. I will always cherish those times. Who knows, maybe things will change. Neither of us know what the future has in store for either of us. Thank you for reading.