Thursday, September 6, 2012
So far, since he apparently wants me out of his life, my days have been going great! School is still hectic, and soon I might get a mini Netbook. Just something for now to help me along with my studies. I've recently sparked up an old friendship, and I really like this guy. It's nice to just hang out with someone with no strings attached. He listens to my problems, we chill together, and he lives just up the road from me. It takes maybe about 5-10 minutes to get to his house, depending on if the dogs don't try to chase me away. It kind of feels like a relief from all of the pain and unhappiness that the relationship had caused. Don't get me wrong, it wasn't always like that, but in the end that's what it came down to. I'm still in the midst of retrieving my things from his place, but I'm almost done. Hopefully we both will be able to move on to better things from here. Honestly, it hurt when he told me he didn't want to be friends anymore, and I don't know if he thinks I'm losing him, but I can tell you he has already lost me. If someone doesn't want to be in my life, then so be it. Just don't expect to walk back in, the locks will have already been changed. But, in losing not only a once was great boyfriend and a best friend, I have gained many other friends. One, which I have already mentioned, is becoming like a best friend. I don't completely know him, but I like what I see so far. And he is SEXY!!!