Monday, December 31, 2012
Sunday, December 23, 2012
Monday, November 5, 2012
What I'm trying to say is that I want to be able to spend my life with him and still be able to hang out with JUST FRIENDS and go out and still live my life, but with him in it. I love this man, to no end. I fear of losing him with tremendous force. I love the way he is, inside and out, and I enjoy being with him. But I don't want to end up losing myself again. I can't afford that anymore. This will test my patience and self-discipline. But I believe I can do this, and do it right this time.
We will always need some kind of space between us, but for the better. Our lives don't need to focus only each other, but rather keep a balance. That's the key. Balance.
Friday, October 12, 2012
He likes me, more than I like him and with a different tone. That's bad enough already. I am at a point in my life where I don't want anything serious, I don't want anyone to fall for me, much less have those kind of feelings for me, and I know I cannot stop someone from having those feelings, I would just rather not deal with it. In addition, I still have feelings for my ex and he for I. In which everyone knows this! I just don't want to deal with this kind of pressure at the moment, and I am the type of person to avoid things like this altogether. Sometimes at all costs. This would be the cost of a friend. But he is the one walking out on me. Although he tries to make it seem like I am the one walking out on him, but that don't fly around here. Not with me.
Twice has he told me he no longer wanted anything to do with me, and twice has he come back apologizing. He needs to make up his mind, deal with me or don't.
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
I'm enjoying spending time with my family and friends like I used to. I'm bored a lot of the times, but I'm really happy! So all in all, it works for me.
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Friday, August 31, 2012
Thursday, August 30, 2012
So far, I like it and so does Eli, my kitten. My boyfriend is trying to adjust to this, which is a step. However, here lies the dilemma: I'm not sure I want to be in a serious relationship at the moment, although I still love him. I am no longer in love, as I once was, and I still want to be friends. But of course, he does not want that type of thing. It's either he has all of me or he has none of me. So I don't really know what to do. I guess I could just wait things out for a while, but I don't want to be accused of leading him on. Which to me it isn't, since I have already told him this. In which he didn't really respond. We are just at a stand still.
Furthermore, I dislike it when he asks me deep questions about our relationship, like do I still see a future with us. I don't know how to answer those questions, I normally just say "maybe" or "possibly". I don't see a future at the moment, but I just honestly do not know. I don't know the future. And, frankly I don't want to talk about it. I just want to live the here and now. So please, let me do that.
Saturday, August 25, 2012
So update, I'm not single, but I have decided to move out. Hopefully that help cool some things down. I'm not fully sure of what I want at the moment however. A part of me wants to be completely free of any relationship burden but I still love him. I feel confused. Anyway, I'm moving back in with my mother in Dudley, and I'll be visiting him on the weekends. Let's see how that goes.
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Saturday, August 4, 2012
I've been contemplating this for some time now, and I would really like to have this kind of experience because 1, I like being naked. 2, I'm not embarrassed by my body image- that's not what is important as much as the spirit and mind is to me. 3, I believe that I would feel more in touch with nature surrounding me. I would feel as though people would be able to see me for me, past the clothes, past the skin color, and past any deformities of my body. People could see me for me. We were born naked, not clothed.
Although others may not agree with me or my decision, this is something I would have to experience for myself regardless of who comes with me or will still accept me. I'm not changing the way I am, only the lifestyle. The difference is clothing.
Naturism can sometimes contain aspects of eroticism, although the debate about this is often simplified and seen negatively in the media and the public mind and by many modern naturists and naturist organisations. Historically the experience and discussion of erotic feelings during naturist activities such as dance and gymnastics played an important part in early Germanic naturism and formed part of its 'positive' connection with nature. However, it was when naturism arrived in the more sexually conservative cultures of the UK and the United States that the expression and discussion of eroticism within naturism became frowned upon.
This is not the case with me. Being naked makes me feel free from societies expectations, I feel more in control of my body and my life. My decisions do not reflect the way I feel about sex, although I cannot lie, I like sex a lot. But becoming a Naturist has nothing to do with any sexual acts for me.
Some may say that practicing nudism/naturism can be beneficiary. A United States study by Alfred Kinsey found that 75% of the participants stated that there was never nudity in the home when they were growing up, 5% of the participants said that there was "seldom" nudity in the home, 3% said "often", and 17% said that it was "usual". The study found that there was no significant difference between what was reported by men and by women with respect to frequency of nudity in the home.
In a 1995 review of the literature, Paul Okami concluded that there was no reliable evidence linking exposure to parental nudity to any negative effect. Three years later, his team finished an 18-year longitudinal study that showed that, if anything, such exposure was associated with slight beneficial effects, particularly for boys.
— bathing in the sun, fresh air and water (balneotherapy, thalassotherapy, heliotherapy).
— moderation with alcohol, meat, tobacco, drugs; seeking out health foods and adopting healthy eating to prevent obesity. This can extend to teetotalism and Vegetarian or Vegan eating habits. The latter two also interface with having respect for the environment.
Agriculture — avoiding unnecessary fertilizers and genetically modified organisms. Against factory farming
Medicine — should be natural if not entirely homeopathic
— as a way of effecting personal changes
Rapport with other humans — equality and respect. An anti-war, pro-world government stance
— children should be respected as equals instead of being patronised
— man is no more than an animal, and nudity has a place in religion.
Dress — nudism, as clothes are unnecessary, unhealthy and build social barriers.
— to develop a healthy body.
— should be to develop individual talents, not as a means of financial exploitation
— to understand other peoples' culture, concentrating on camping to remain close to the earth.
— no one has the right to tell others or their children that they must wear clothes.
— less clothing to manufacture and maintain means lower carbon footprint.
Individuals have formed nudist groups for a variety of specific purposes. It is generally agreed by naturist organisations that eroticismand blatant sexuality have no place in naturism and are, in fact, antithetical to its ideals.
Ecological or environmental — rapport with the natural world.
Many people say that being nude in groups makes them feel more accepted for their entire being — physical, intellectual and emotional. They say that they tend to be more accepted, in spite of differences in age, body shape, fitness, and health. Without clothing, one's social rank is generally obscured. They report feeling more united with humanity, with less regard to a person's wealth, position, nationality, race, and sex.
Please tell me what you really think.
Friday, August 3, 2012
Friday, July 6, 2012
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Bid starts at $500. That's what I paid for it.
Friday, June 29, 2012
“I love you too, baby.”
“Hey I have an idea; you should do the same thing below the heart.”
“I love you too, Jake.”
Thursday, June 21, 2012
And if that didn't help you, check out this weird video.
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Monday, April 30, 2012
Wow, there were so many commas in that sentence, LOL. Anywho.
My boyfriend and I have been thinking about it lately, and we have decicded that he is going to run for the President of our Phi Beta Lambda local chapter, and I shall run for secretary. It seems like it would be a lot of fun, plus it would go towards my support for him getting into his Public Speaking career. Also, let's face it. Every great man has a great woman by his side, or should anyways. And who's better than me for this job? I'll need to keep him in line and whatnot. So we'll see how this goes.
Oh, if you didn't know, last Thursday, April 26th 2012 made our Anniversary, Year One. There are some pictures already posted on My Life As a Photo Album, go check them out!
Hmmm, what else?
I finally got my results back from my Colposcopy. Good news is that I don't have any cancerous cells floating in my cervix, and there was no bad news, so yay! I will, however, need another PAP in the next six months. So hopefully it really was nothing to be worried about.
Ah, as far as my Self-Improvement goes, I admit that I have been slacking off. I started to learn a little bit of German, but that stopped shortly. I don't want to push back anything, I'd like to keep with the schedule, I'll just have to double up. Starting May, I'll be working with herbs and natural medicines and languages. Lol, maybe I should learn the properties of herbs and medicines in German, not English. That would be challenging! But maybe not.
I have recently picked up my guitar again, maybe I'll upload a video to Youtube and show off my (lack of) skills.
Aaaaand I think that's about it for now. I'll try to keep you guys updated and post more interesting... posts... yeah.
Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed!
Friday, April 6, 2012
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Sunday, April 1, 2012
What do you do if you feel like everything is falling apart...slowly...because of your actions?
What if you could only observe it all?
How wicked would that be?
What do you do when you no longer feel the same way you once did?
What if you never really felt that way in the first place?
How wicked would that be?
What do you do when you've lied to everyone... including yourself?
What if it was your guilty pleasure?
How wicked would that be?
What do you do when your happiness has been drained?
What if you could never recover?
How wicked would that be?
Friday, March 30, 2012
I need to super clean it out too, which I seem to do a lot. But that's a good thing.
It is an '89 Nissan 300zx (or something like that). It's a nice sports car.
I already presented my VOODOO speech, which my classmates seemed to absolutely LOVE! Though the teacher had some second thoughts, but it's alright. I'm working on another speech for PBL, Phi Beta lambda for the SLC, State Leadership Conference. Funny thing about this is that Daniel and I are both in the Public Speaking competition. And since there can only be two people that go to Nationals per state, there is a slim chance that both of us could win and we could both go! Wish us luck!
Recently I went to the doctor for a follow-up on an earlier appointment, and it seems as though I will have to have a procedure done on this body of mine, so I have that to look forward to I guess. It's called a Colposcopy. They need to do a cervical biopsy- in lamens terms they need to look at my cervix. I'm not really nervous about the procedure going wrong or anything, I just wonder what the results will be.
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Also, I've been working on a speech for my Public Speaking class; it's on Voodoo. Cool, huh?
Well, sorry to make this short, but I must go help with dinner. Mother is sick.
Hope you enjoyed!
Q's, C's, R's?
Friday, March 16, 2012
Option one:: Buy a car. It's not new. It has about 150,000 miles on it, but it still runs good. It's the car of my dreams really. It's an old Nissan sports car. It was my first car, actually. It's a straight shift, which I love!!
It would cost me $500 total, no payments or anything. I would need to get tags, the registration in my name, and insurance. The whole nine yards really.
Pros: I would have a car!No more having to rely on others to get myself places. Though I do already have a reliable source for rides.
Cons: I would add another bill in my life. Insurance. I don't know how much it would cost me every month to make sure I had insurance. But, I might also have some kind of connect so that my insurance wouldn't be so high, I just haven't really looked into it yet. It also might need a new radiator. And it looks like shit, but I still like it.
Option two:: Buy a laptop. I had one before, but it got stolen on my 18th birthday. So I could get a new one, and an even better one.
Pros:: I would be able to keep up with all of my internet duties, which I seem to have quite a lot now. I could keep up on my schoolwork, my blog and my AVON store. I wouldn't have to borrow anyone else's computer or worry about using the computers at the college.
Cons:: I wouldn't have my car. I don't really see any cons to this choice.
Thank you for reading!
I've tried to get him to dance with me when it's only us two, but he's too shy to try.
I just wish we would dance more often.
He's tried a few times, but not many.
At least he's tried though.
Thank you for your time.
Questions, comments, requests?
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
So, I apologize to those, if any, that were wondering where I was and why I had not posted anything. I'm sorry!
So anyways, what's new?
Let's start with my new Independent business! I am now an Independent Sales Representative for the company AVON. I became an independent sales rep this past Saturday, and so far I love it! I've even gotten my first order already, and it was over $50.00. I decided to do this because, for one, I need money, two, I think that it would be a great experience for me. For anyone actually! It gives you a chance to be your own boss, make your own hours, and become a leader. This has great potential for anyone wanting to go into sales independently. Soon, I will even provide a link to my online store. Don't hesitate! If you would like to order or may have any questions, ask me! I will help you out as much as I can.
Speaking of AVON, while I was getting signed up and had the training meeting, we happened to be at Starbucks. This would be my first time eating or drinking anything from Starbucks, let alone my first time being inside a Starbucks store! I had one of their latte shake things, I don't know I didn't buy it, and a piece of a muffin and cookie. Now, I've also been sick for the past week and a half, so I'm sure this was the main cause, but what I had ingested came back up, furiously! it tasted good going down, don't get me wrong, but it did not taste good coming back up. I had to excuse myself from the meeting to go hack up my insides. It wasn't fun.
Speaking of me being sick!- everything ties together doesn't it- I went to the E.R. last night. I've had this massive migraine for the past four days and medicine was not working. I had a fever of 99.6, I was nauseated and in a bitchy mood from Hell. My boyfriend was worried for me so he decided to take me to the hospital to see if they could find out what was wrong with me. We were there for about 2.5 to 3 hours. They gave me quite a strong shot, in my butt!, of some kind of pain killer. I slept for a while and when I woke up the headache was gone. But it made my body feel very heavy and lethargic. They prescribed me Lortabs for pain and some other kind of antibiotic. As of now, I feel better and the headaches are gone. So I'm glad I went I guess.
And last but not least, I now have a new job at a clothing store! I'm so happy that I got another job! I've wanted to get out of food service and go into retail for a while now. I'm so happy that I can tell my boss at the food joint to kiss my ass. Don't get me wrong, I liked the place that I was working at and I liked most of the people that I worked with, but the managers and my bosses are crooked. They don't really treat all of the employees fairly. My boss likes to hire new people and give them hours while those who had been working there for a longer time, and working hard might I add, get the short end of the deal. Our hours are cut dramatically, and we are expected to beg for our hours back. I don't think so. But anyways, I could go on and on about how I don't like that place, and I might just do it later, but not right now. If you'd like to hear of my experience at that place, let me know. If enough people want to hear about it I'll either write it or make a video. Let me know in the comment section down below!
Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed it!
Thank you for your time.
Friday, March 9, 2012
I feel that are two reasons why I want to leave this goal for another.
One, as of now all of the classes I am taking have nothing to do with want I really want to do. I really want to be a Logo Designer, but the classes I'm taking now aren't specifically directed to this. I know that whatever classes I'm taking now will transfer out to the university so I won't have to take them there, but it's kind of frustrating.
The other reason why I want to switch is because ever since I started this blog, I've gained an interest in technology and things that relate to this. I've never been the computer savvy person, but it's actually an interesting subject; computers and all. I've been exposed to code-writing, things like Google Analytics, all of this stuff I didn't understand before are becoming a major interest to me. I'm not quite sure if the program I want to enter will help me with this, but it doesn't hurt to ask or try. I've been thinking about switching my major to Networking Technology.
I have a friend who is going at this same school that is going for this degree. I need to ask him some questions, and go talk to my counselor. Hopefully I can finally find something for me to do; something that I want to do.
Thank you for you time.
Comments, questions, requests?
Thursday, March 8, 2012
Monday, March 5, 2012
So earlier this year, after several debates with self over past years, I finally decided to gauge my ears. I started at an 18 because I already had four piercings in a weird pattern in each ear, so I used the bottom piercing on each ear. I then went to a fourteen, to twelve, to eight, six, and now four. This process hurt a lot but then again did not. This is because it only hurt a lot for about two days for each time I moved up a size and was then fine, so in the end it made it seem like it wasn't a big deal anymore. I do this because I really like it. Not for the pain, but more so the experience, and for the looks of course!
Saturday, March 3, 2012
So far this site seems to be alright, and hopefully it will assist me in getting more viewers and whatnot.
Tell your family and friends about this blog! Help spread the word. Show me some love and support!
Thank you for your time.
Well, what we currently have is this piece of shit mattress on a broken bed frame. Two pieces of shit, actually.
The springs pop out and stab us during the night, when you sit on it it bends in the middle so it's so uncomfortable, and it squeaks, so when we have sex all you hear over my moaning is "squeak, squeak, squeak." It's so annoying. The bed frame is also currently being held up by cinder blocks. That's sad and ghetto. The wood underneath it is broken and sticks out like a sore thumb, not to mention it's also unsafe.
The kind of bed we want to buy is a sleep number bed.
Or so I thought. I just read a lot of reviews on the beds, and they aren't all that great.
I mean, yeah, there are good reviews, but I'm interested in the low rating reviews just to see what kind of problems people were having. They've had problems like having to replace parts of their beds several times, it not being comfortable like the ones in the store were, and other things that made me stop and think- what if we have the same problems?
So then I decided to look at the Tempur-Pedic beds. They're SO FREAKING EXPENSIVE!
$2,000 just for a mattress? And then you need to add the bed frame, so that's even MORE money!
This is not going smooth like I planned it to.
I know we can have payment plans, and oh do we plan to do that!
But this is getting ridiculous.
Any suggestions? I'm lost, but we need a new bed NOW!
I suffer from back pains way too much for my age- I'm only 19!
I cannot stand what we sleep on now, I want to cry at night from the lack of comfort.
..Thank you for your time.
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
So, sometime in early January I decided to make a self-empowerment plan. I decided to implement this into my life because I think that it would be a very good thing to do. Also, in case of zombies. Or to be on more realistic terms, in case the world becomes like a post-apocalyptic world.
I feel that skills such as these would aid me.
There are six phases total.
Each phase lasts two months.
No phase ever ends. Once it begins, it stays.
The reason I did this was so I don't try to shove everything onto my plate all at once.
The six phases include memory, language, knowldge of medicinal plants and herbs, cooking, do-it-yourself projects and survival training.
Each phase lasts 2 months.
Phase one- memory. Improve memory using a variety of tools and programs.
(I used memory training apps and games on my phone to help me with this.)
Phase two- language skills. Learn the basics of a new language. I will choose from German, Spanish, Italian or French.
Phase three- knowldge of medicinal plants and herbs. Study the uses of medicinal plants and herbs, along with home remedies.
Phase four- cooking skills. Learn to cook a variety of new foods, especially healthy foods.
Phase five- do-it-yourself projects. Learn how to improvise using ordinary objects. Obtain skills that would aid in survival and ordinary living.
Phase six- survival training. This phase is still under construction.
Since it is pretty much now March, I will have completed phase one and will begin on phase two now.
Hopefully you can do something like this for yourself as well.
I'll try to keep this up and post entried about how it's going for me.
A while back ago I lost someone dear to me. I lost my best friend. We had been friends since the 6th grade. It wasn't until the 8th grade did we consider ourselves to be best friends. We would share our secrets and talk about our lives. It was like we were joined at the hip. We were inseperable!
We stayed friends all through high school, though I'm sure we could both tell that it was starting to dissapate.
It wasn't until we got into college we could really tell that we were starting to part ways.
It hurt me so. I couldn't stand it. So many emotions filled my heart; anger, sadness, loneliness, even hatred. I began to almost hate her. I felt like she wronged me like no other had done before. I fussed to others that we weren't friends anymore. I said many things that I know I probably shouldn't have, and I apologize for them now. I didn't understand what had happened between us.
Things have changed since then. I feel as though I've grown more mature, and I've opened my eyes and heart to embrace new ideas and the world around me. A few days ago, I gathered up the strength and courage to speak to her again, and man, am I sure estatic that I did.
She accepted my love and want for our friendship back with arms wide open. We talked about what happened and shared what we thought about it.
I'm glad we were still able to understand each other, and forgive each other.
Mainly, I'm glad she was able to forgive me.
Hopefully our friendship will continue further.
I want us to grow old together and still be really good friends.
I love you, Momo!
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Just the other day I decided to paint my shoes. Not in any particular pattern or design, just random paint marks. Some might say that they're ugly and/or I destroyed them. Well, they have their opinions and I have mine.
I decided to toss paint onto them because I see it as a way of expressing myself. Not only do I enjoy painting or pretty much doing anything artistic, but I put it on my shoes because I felt like it would attract the most attention by attracting the least.
What I mean by that is that not everyone would normally take the time to look down and notice my shoes, it's not at the average eye level. So if someone did happen to notice my shoes and perhaps make a comment about it, it would seem more valuable to me I guess. It catches less attention by being low to the ground, but what attention it does capture, I think, will mean more to me.
Mainly it is only a way of expressing myself.
I didn't paint a picture or design because I like to do expressionalism instead.
I can't believe he's just sitting there playing video games.
Well, what would I expect? He's only a guy after all. But... whatever...
Maybe I'll surprise him instead.
I can feel his eyes watching me as I cross the room.
"What are you doing?", he says.
"Oh, nothing", I reply.
Okay, so a small lie won't hurt. He'll know what I was doing soon enough anyway.
I walk over to the chest of drawers and pull out a small locket I stole from a store some time ago.
I hand him the locket and watch as he opens it.
There's a small roach from a joint we had smoked and saved from whenever ago.
"Thank you baby!". He blows a kiss towards me with a smile on his face.
Ah, I'm glad he liked it! I was hoping he would and not get mad at me like he did before when he found out I had hid something from him.
Though it's not like I had stolen it, I was saving it for us.
He had jumped to conclusions at the time.
But that's in the past now. We've gotten over it since then, right?
"So, do you want to smoke it now?", he asks as he procures the only smoking apparatus we have.
I was also hoping he'd say that, too.
We proceed to smoke and get high.
"So what do you want to do when we're done with this?", he asks as he hands me the bowl.
"We can go for a walk or ride our bikes- something like that. Maybe we can go back to the railroad tracks or walk even further, if you'd like", I respond.
Just the other day we had gone for a walk down the nearby railroad tracks. We were just curious to see where it led to.
"Okay. But first, take these." He hands me two and a half white pills.
I take them with water and stay my questions. I have learned to put my absolute and complete trust in this man. Well, he earned it to say the least.
I watch as he takes the same white pills, except they had a higher dosage than the ones he gave me.
"Are you ready?"
"Hold on, we are going to need these, too."
I gather up four hefty markers. "Just for some fun, you know? A little anarchy for tonight...
Well, come on. It's only getting darker and colder the more we wait."
We begin our walk. First out of the driveway, make a left down the road, a right down the other, and a left once more until we hit the railroad tracks. It's gotten quite dark now- so dark we had to use our cell phones as light for the sun had forsaken us.
This is the spot we were at before. It seems creepy now that it's nighttime.
"Hey, I"m kind of scared", I say as I huddle closer to his warm body.
"Well come closer; I'll keep you safe, baby."
"Here, hold on for a minute. I've got something to show you."
He pulls out a spray can of AXE and a lighter. "Watch this!"
"Be careful!", I warn him.
"Okay, I will."
He proceeds to spray a heart on a nearby concrete wall and light it on fire.
I watch in awe as the blue flame licks the wall in the shape of a heart.
"It's wonderful, baby!"
"Good. I'm glad."
I look down at my cell phone to look at the time but only to realize, hey!- it's our ten month anniversary today.
I wonder if he knows, too.
"So guess what today is?", I ask.
"The 26th, right? Is it a holiday or something?"
Okay, so he doesn't know yet.
"It's February 26th."
"Our ten month anniversary?"
"Oh shit! I'm sorry I didn't realize. Please don't be mad at me, I didn't mean that in a bad way. I'm sorry baby!".
"It's okay. I just realized it too."
We have this habit of realizing it's our anniversary only on the day of.
It seems like we've been together for so long already that we've forgetten to keep up with our anniversaries anymore. But I don't find anything bad by it. I find it quite funny, actually.
I can feel the white pills begin to work. Though it's not like a huge feeling, I feel relaxed.
"Can you hand me the black and red markers you brought? I want to draw something."
"Sure, here you go." I hand him the two markers and keep the latter. I decide to begin drawing as well.
Hmm. What should I draw? Or maybe I should just write something.
Curiously, I ask, "What are you drawing?
"You can't see it yet, it's a surprise!"
Okay, so he won't tell me. I bet it has something to do with our anniversary, or just with us.
Well, at least he has something in mind. I still feel lost.
Oh, I know!
-"Are you LIVING, or are you just alive?
"Are you almost done?", I inquire as I become impatient.
"Almost, give me a few more minutes."
So I just start walking around in circles, trying to entertain myself as best as I could at night in the cold. And then it hit me. I had to use the bathroom.
Now, this is no laughing matter for me. When I have to go- I HAVE TO GO, NOW!
"I have to pee."
"Well then go pee!"
"But where? And what am I supposed to wipe with?"
We both look around for an adequate spot or something I could use to wipe with.
"Well, I have underwear that I could use. It's not the best but it'd work, I'm sure.
Come with me, I don't want to be alone- it's dark and scary out here."
"Hold on, I'm almost done. When I finish I'll go with you."
"Okay, but hurry!"
I stare up at the sky waiting for him.
I really have to go! He's taking way to long for me.
I decide to go ahead without him.
As I begin to walk away, I can hear him following behind me.
"I told you I'd go with you. I'm not finished with my drawing but I know you have to pee so it's okay."
As I take off my shoes, socks, pants and underwear I feel the cold night air against my bare legs.
I take up a spot behind one of the concrete walls and relieve myself.
The underwear worked as it should have, but I didn't want to take it back with me.
It was dirty after all.
So I set the article of clothing on top of the concrete wall, out of sight.
"Ha! Now people can wonder about that being there."
Yeah, that's not weird at all...
"Are you almost done with your drawing now?", I ask.
A few minutes go by.
"Okay, I'm done. Come look!"
I walk over to the wall and gaze upon the artwork he had presented to me.
I couldn't believe my eyes!
With black, red and blue markers he had transformed the boring, gray wall into a masterpiece.
Written there was:
Happy 10 Months
"It's beautiful, baby! I absolutely love it!
Thank you so much baby. You did a wonderful job!"
"I'm really glad you like it!"
We stand there and stare at it for a while before we decide to continue to walk again.