How wicked?

What do you do if you feel like everything is falling apart...slowly...because of your actions?
What if you could only observe it all?
How wicked would that be?


What do you do when you no longer feel the same way you once did?
What if you never really felt that way in the first place?
How wicked would that be?

What do you do when you've lied to everyone... including yourself?
What if it was your guilty pleasure?
How wicked would that be?

What do you do when your happiness has been drained?
What if you could never recover?
How wicked would that be?