Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Nuclear War?

So, I know I tend to make fun of Kim, leader of North Korea, however it is not always a subject to be taken lightly. Yes, he makes comments and suggestions and people laugh at him and turn him down, but he is wanting to try to take over some new territory, which would be a good thing for his country. I feel that nothing is for sure or certain, but in this day in age, anything could happen. So, I'm thinking of taking up MMA- Jui Jitsu to help prepare for anything that could happen. Really, I just want to be able to protect and defend myself if/when necessary. It's $70/mo. And that's where I get stuck. I've already calculated everything out, for bills and groceries and other necessities for my cat or I- I would be spending at least $200/mo. for everything. To some it may not sound like a lot of money to spend, but for me it is. My measly min. wage job may not be sufficient for all of that. I mean, I only work so often. But hopefully that can change after grad. So, I will keep you updated, whoever YOU are. And I leave you with these.

Let's Keep It Interesting

Hello all. Here are a few updates to my life.
- I graduate from college next week with my Associate in Arts degree.
-After graduation, I plan to work and save up for a car.
- I still do my "homemade advertising" for HBW and Wasted Agenda
- Eli (my kitten) is almost 1 year old
- We finally bought a new fridge since our last one had broken and been broken for about 2 or 3 months
- I am still single, but Daniel and I have matching tattoos c:
- I have found more positivity in my life and have began to spread it to others around me. You can thank MODSUN for that! I've also read his book, which I DO recommend, to everyone!
- I deleted my private picture blog. I don't know why really, but I figured it would do me some good. If you want to get to see me naked for entertaining purposes, you have to get to know ME first. It's not that free.
However, I might still do nude photos, but not dirty ones. More artistic, you know?
- I've made new friends, as I hope to do so everyday, and I'm getting out of my shell again.
- I might start making YouTube videos again. We will see.

Questions, Comments, Requests?

Monday, April 29, 2013


Have you ever:
1) Self-harmed? YES
2) Gotten into a real fight? YES
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? YES
4) Tried to commit suicide? THOUGHT ABOUT IT TOO MUCH
5) Had to lie to everyone about how you felt? YES
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? NO
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? YES!
8) Accused someone of using you? I DON'T RECALL
9) Shoplifted? YES
10) Gotten drunk/high? HELL YES
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? NO
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? NO
Right now, are you:
13) Suicidal? NO
14) Bored? YES
15) Avoiding someone? NO
16) Avoiding some task? NO
17) Depressed? NO
18) Crying? NOPE
19) Annoyed with a friend? ALMOST ALWAYS
20) Worried and confused about something important to you? YES
Do you
21) Get depressed easily? NO
22) Get jealous/envious easily? NOPE
23) Feel like listening to music can take your mind off things? YES, IT DOES
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? NOPE
25) Try hard in all your classes at school? LOL, NO
26) Go out drinking? YES
27) Smoke cigarettes? ON OCCASION
28) Smoke weed? AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
29) Do any hard drugs? DEFINE :)
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, why? WHAT?
31) Believe in God/belong to a religion of your own free will? LOL, NO
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? NO, THEY CAN DEAL WITH IT
33) Agree that self-harm numbs emotional pain? HELL NO
34) Believe people deserve second chances? DEPENDS
36) Think things will get better? ALWAYS :)
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? NO
38) Judge people who think differently to you? NO
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair or short hair? LONG
40) Nice smile or nice abs? BOTH
42) Shy or open? OPEN
43) Eyes or body? EYES
44) Religious or non-religious? DOESN'T MATTER
45) Caring or non-restricting of you? NON
47) Piercings or no piercings? DOESN'T MATTER
48) Tattoos or no tattoos? DOESN'T MATTER
49) Quiet stay-at-home type or party type? OUTGOING
50) Has friends you get along with or has parents you get along with? YES
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? YES, BUT I DON'T STOP
52) Smoke weed? AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
53) Smoke cigarettes? ON OCCASION
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? NAH
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? YEAH, BUT FOR ME
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? LOL, NO
57) Keep your faith no matter what? "FAITH"....
58) Join a band as a part-time activity? YES
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? YES, THEY'RE DOING IT WRONG
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone goes against them? YES
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what it's like? MAYBE... I REALLY LIKE MEAT
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? HELL YES
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? SOMETIMES, I JUST ADD A FILTER
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? YEAH, I STILL DO IT
66) Not like someone simply because your friend didn't like them? LOL, NO
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? I HAVE BEFORE...
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? HELL TO THE NAW
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes, then which part of you? IF YES, BREAST REDUCTION
70) Sleep naked? AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE!